Sunday
Bob did not go to church today. I was released from my callings today. Bro and Sis Swope came by after church
today. Ron and Bro Swope gave me a
blessing.
I spent the whole day tying Jim’s quilt. It’s all done but the finishing. Mother Nature strikes again. I’m almost finished packing. Almost wish I was leaving manana.
I still have very mixed feelings. I’m truly worried about Tom. I’m concerned about this feeling of
detachment I have about my family. Hope
I can get this all sorted out. I worry
that Bob will be unfaithful. I worry
about his priorities. I truly wonder
what he is thinking and feeling about all this.
Suppose I am experiencing something new – being out on my own – alone –
44 years old and it finally happened. A
truly strange feeling.
I wonder if Ken is going to take this OK. I don’t know what Bob will say to him. I don’t want him to postpone his
mission.
Sure hope I can find a job real quick – like – so I can
start sending money to Bob. That will
help. I would like to pay my Mom, Sears
and American Airlines. The taxes will
take care of themselves. Oh well –
enough speculation – to bed. I’m tired –
it’s been another emotional day.
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